Lazy Days
20x15 cm. oil on paper
Things didn’t work out because, well, greater things were in the works. It’s so difficult while we’re blind and hurting and don’t know which way is up. But, if you have faith in anything, have faith in the fact that the universe has a beautiful way of straightening things out far better than we ever could. You may not see it today or tomorrow, but you will look back in a few years and be absolutely perplexed and awed by how every little thing added up and brought you somewhere wonderful– or where you always wanted to be. You will be grateful that things didn’t work out the way you once wanted them to.
People don’t miss the drugs. You won’t hear someone say, “Man, I really miss heroine.”
You hear people talk about how it made them feel, and that’s what they miss.
it’s the same way with people I think. You don’t always miss the person, you just miss the way they made you feel.
I don’t want to miss you.
I am trying so hard not to miss you.